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Friday, November 04, 2005

[[the breakup(s)...]]

on hari raya was the official 6G03 gathering. almost the whole class of 40 went. but chang peng, mingyi and minghui didnt come. so make dat 37. dats still an impressive figure, so kudos to peiyi and others who have taken the initiative to organize dis ting and spent so much time n effort on it to make it come true. thank you guys!!! however, i tink sum of us were like un-enthu liddat lor. cos it is like there really isnt much interaction between the boyz n the galz. xcept 4 a handful. otherwise the boyz n galz really just kept to themselves and play among themselves. but dere were still fun parts, nonetheless... we play daidee n bridge. basically dats all we were doing at the initial part of the ting. everyone just play, new ppl come n join in. n we opened packets of chips n foodstuff n eat n play. den when everyone is here, hui2 n peiyi organized and we played truth or dare n polarbear or wateva lah. but i tink ppl were pretty bored cos sum just couldnt b bothered. dey were like just lazing around but i oso was like "wth..." i tink truth or dare just isnt veri fun when played among a large grp of ppl. n polarbear was worse. sum dunno wat deir roles r, den sum like cheated n blah... luckily the mass games stopped n i played risk until the end. others like hui2 n yanhan n aaron n eldwin played mahjong. den ppl started leaving towards the end. n we took sum time to clean up b4 we left. n btw, xcept 4 chyi wei (dis gathering was held at a multi-purpose room at her condo), the ppl who cleaned up were all boys... den most of us took a ride from eldwin's mum to west mall. n we parted. i took the mrt home...

but this ting i made a big blunder. an unforgivable mistake. i was in charge of calling the 6G ppl in RI, who were yifei, yitao n louis. n guess wat, I 4GOT TO CALL LOUIS!!! AAAAAH!!! omg, i dun tink i can ever forgive myself man. wth lor. of cos, at 1st i made yifei n yitao my top priority 2 contact cos dey normally dun have communications wif the rest of the 6G ppl. i contacted dem, but 4got louis towards the end. the reason y i left him out n contacted yifei n yitao 1st is because i made an assumption. an assumption dat i was sure of, but it did not happen. n so i made louis unhappy n pissed, n i dunno how to compensate 4 dat. i mean, dose r like the last few moments u share wif ur pri sch frenz, n it is impossible to rewind the time. it is like i am taking away his precious memories, wich is veri dear to him. the assumption was dat, i guessed that he would like always tok the girls and blah. so the natural ting dat came to mind was dat he would b informed sum way or another. but, he was not. n i was to blame. yes, me. i totally 4got abt him towards the end because there r really so much admin stuff i have to do 4 scouts. n to tink, he is one of those who regularly come for 6G meetings n gatherings. HOW THE HELL CAN I LEAVE HIM OUT?!?!?! walau, even 2dae i can still vividly picture in my mind the scene, when the girls all started blaming me, saying "QIANWEI!!!". n hui2 strangling me after she found out. i was smiling at that time, but deep inside i was tinking "omgomg...how can i ever made such a stupid, careless mistake. how am i gonna face louis? how am i gonna face the class? esp when i had been given the trust of the organizing committee?" i dunno, i really dunno. even though now louis has forgiven me (THANK GOD), i dunno how others will tink, esp hui2. i am really really regretful and sry. sry to the organizing committee, sry to the class and most imptly, sry to louis. i tink a black mark will b left on my profile 4eva. sumone will probably pt a finger n whisper " wat? how can u trust dat qianwei? rmb how dat time he TOTALLY 4got abt louis? how can we let him do it? he will probably 4get all abt it." i tink after this event, my confidence is completely shattered. i mean, i wanted to put in my part of effort, to make this a memorable time 4 everyone, de least i can do is to ensure everyone will turn up, n 2 tink i totally 4got abt 1 person. OMG... now i really doubt myself whether i will make a gd leader, or even succeed in life. n i signed up 4 the OBS committee next year. i tink i shld just resigned...i dunno. i mean, wat a blunder, wat a horrendous mistake...in the end, i have only myself to blame for this ting, dat made so many ppl unhappy. i must apologise...

sorry 6g03
sorry organizing committee
sorry louis
sorry to everyone who has felt unhappy wif my doings...

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[[ Branched Over Me ]]

Name:Dai Qian Wei
Bdae:20 November
Nicks:Daihard
Skool:Nan Hua Primary School, Raffles Institution
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